Been a long week. I don’t know even what day it was that I last posted. I’d go check, but I’m lazy.
Ok. First off: Work.
Work has been fairly slow for me lately. Especially this last weekend where it just rained and rained and rained. I’m still struggling to get caught up on the bills that are dragging me down. I am so ready for summer to be over. Oh well.. this is the profession I chose. It has its ups and it has its downs. As far as coming out at work goes, I am still slowly putting pieces together for people. I still dare not to play the part, even though there really isn’t much of a part to play. I am who I am, and behind a mask, at work, I will stay. What these people know from the obvious is all they need to know. I don’t think it’s necessary for me to tell every passer by “hey! call me she not he.” I’ve given them no hints and I’m only out there to work. I would love for it to be the other way around, but I have my patience and in due time I will get the respect from those who do not know me as well. I do not need to demand it. Those who know and love me give me everything I need.
It is now week 12 of eating birth control and I can say that these truly are the buds of titties. I have no idea to what extent this pill is effecting my body. I’ve failed to take measurements, and at this point I really just don’t want to anyways. With my patience my body will manifest. I am continually seeing myself in the light that I want to. I look in the mirror and 75% of the time I do see the girl I am. This makes me happy. My hair is beginning to get to a length where I am ready to cut it and have it styled.
This is quite the milestone for me.
This will truly help me create the image I seek.
As far as other things go, I’ve just finished a photo shoot today. It was truly an amazing experience. I had a wonderful photographer, Jeffrey Dupuis ( www.JeffreyDupuis.com ), and I also had an amazing makeup artist to work with me, of whom I do not have contact info for at this moment. We spent about 3 hours going around and shooting pics of me and I felt absolutely fabulous!!! I can now only wait to see Jeffrey’s work.
Afterwards I came home and didn’t even want to take the makeup off. I passed out and woke up.. it was still perfect. I have never felt so amazingly gorgeous as I did today. I only hope that one day I can recreate her work.
OK! so much for talking and talking and talking about it. Here is a pic that I took as soon as I made it home:
Oh and I almost forgot. I also went to an event at a place here called Mardi Gras World where there was an event held named The Halfway To Mardi Gras Staycation Ball. I went there to juggle free of charge and just collect tips. It was not very well lit (which makes it hard to juggle), plus it was mildly raining outside all evening. Needless to say it funded me nothing. I did however manage to find the bar and OH MY GOSH was I ever so plastered. Any who.. here is also a picture from this event:
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