i’m really losing sight of things anymore. pills, sharp objects, rope…. even bug bombs…. I try and try and try to find it in myself that I’m important to someone…. I don’t feel it though…. someone can tell you they care all day long…. showing they care is a whole different story. Don’t treat me like I’m broken and say “things will get better” as you go off to do something while ditching me on the spot.
thanks… everybody… seriously… fuck you all.